Whiny

Ever feel just off?  I am feeling pretty helpless today. I couldn't even roll with a new guy as he basically squished me. Then grappled the had that is hurt and twisted. I think I messed up the torn tendons even more.

Doesn't help that the instructor that was there totally intimidates me. He keeps telling me to impress him, hell. I can't even impress myself right now. I feel weak and clueless. Like I don't deserve my rank. So, I am off to look at escaping side control videos. Again.


Cage death match between Tyrion and Simba.